当汤婆婆贪婪地盯着堆积如山的金子，丝毫没有察觉自己的孩子被掉包时，
　　小千说：你没有发现你最宝贵的东西已经不见了吗？
　　日期：2008-8-22　20:56:52
　　刚回来，在溪水泡了半天，本来打算去唱歌，我实在有点累了，整个人懒洋洋。只想睡觉。晚上他的好几个朋友约他，都被拒了。我说：你去吧，我一个人没事。你不是说没有朋友一天也活不下去吗？
　　他说：没有林，一秒都不行。
　　下午他带我去酒店看一个到杭州旅游的朋友，他是个西班牙人，在广州工作。我们在香格里拉附近看见西湖边的游船刚停靠，就有一个团的游客争先恐后地在甲板上挣扎，那么多的人在堵在一块狭长的甲板上。。其中有几个差点失足落水，几个女人还发出惨叫声。。

　　佛朗目瞪口呆，指给我看，坏笑不止。尴尬啊。看到这种情景真希望找个地方盾身。
　　日期：2008-8-22　21:18:20
　　今天下午他开车路过小百花，看见橱窗里那些清秀的小演员，虽然一闪而过，感觉很美好。15.16岁的脸上还闪着稚气，充满希望阿。
　　记得大学期间我最喜欢溜到剧团，当时没有闲钱，在门口徘徊，和看门的大爷闲聊，看我那么有诚意，后来我过去他都放我免费观赏。赫赫。真的是很好心的爷爷。把宿舍的美女们都羡慕歪了。看了藏书之家，春琴传，梁祝等。痴迷啊。她们虽然比妈妈更专业，不过在我眼中还是她最投入。
　　佛朗说：林你最大的梦想是什么？

　　我说：跳舞。它让我感觉很快乐，充满了生命的张力和美，有时候柔情，有时性感。
　　他说：看来你真的很喜欢舞蹈，你说过很多次了。我教你吧。
　　我问：你会哪些？
　　他说：擅长五种拉丁舞，别的街舞，爵士都会点。其实舞蹈和运动是相通的。我妻子就是学国标的。舞蹈是她的生命。
　　说着他抱起我，转了一圈，说：现在开始教圆舞曲。。。不过最适合的还是dirty dance...哈哈。
　　他抗议了， 对天涯意见很大，因为我又冷落他 。。赫赫。好了，这几天都不能用了。

　　日期：2008-8-26　10:03:31
　　哈哈，Yu Shirley是哪位，老骚扰我。。别的不点名批评了。他的id已经给我用了，基本上以后荒废，请美女们止步哈。。。不然就真的删帖了。
　　昨天妈妈给公司打电话，说：你去哪儿了？妹妹知道你一个人，特意从酒店过去陪你，结果家里没人，手机又关机，差点打电话报警了。想给他打电话又怕让他们全家着急，你婆婆本来就挑剔。你这么大了有些话我不需要说，好自为之吧。
　　有几秒我的大脑空白，说：我在一个女同事家。真的。
　　她说：他不在家，你在外留宿给人落下话柄怎么办？今天务必回家。妹妹找你，你要给她做个榜样。

　　晚饭佛朗过来接我，我说：我们真的不能继续了。我妈都快知道了。我很害怕，真的。我最害怕她对我失望。我最在乎她的看法了。这件事已经不是那么简单，它已经卷入我的生活。
　　他说：对不起。都怪我。今晚你回去吧。只是他回来以后，恐怕我们永远都不能见面了？白天你属于公司，晚上和周末属于家庭。
　　我们沉默。他悲伤地注视着我。
　　他说：你可以到我公司来吗？不要误会，我是说至少这样能见到你。我不会勉强你继续这种关系。最近我想了很多，这样对你很危险，我不想你因此受到伤害。我应该放手。我太自私了。
　　听见他这么说，心里为什么这么难过？虽然这也是我想说的。我暂时还不能这么超脱。经历这些，他已经潜移默化地改变了我对生活的期望，伤痛是快乐的代价吗？
　　晚上在线碰到他。

　　lin:i met a boy tonight whom i ever taught in primary school, but he is so naughty, threw stones on me.
　　frank: u r sooo attractive dear! boys like pretty woman
　　lin: come on he is only 10.
　　frank: yeah..but he may have the tendency.look how beautiful u r. u should build up some respect for the kids. play with them, but yet also give some diciplines.
　　lin: i will.thanks.he must be spoiled.
　　frank: sometimes in boys eyes, beauty means nice, woman means weak. he needs more education to behave a gentleman.
　　lin: absolutely.

　　frank: seriously again, do u want to work in my company? i need someone i can trust i will teach you the skills. i wont own you baby, we will be equal colleagues, actually main job is communicate with me. i will ask you questions to ask also is chasing orders, ex factory dates and work settings. trust is important for me in china. i know how bad some businessmen here. so your job will be to protect me, ok?

　　lin:last time u said i was not qualified, i hope i caught you by skills, not by appearance and relationship.
　　frank: i need you be prompt and professional in work.be frank and straightforward, westerners appreciate honesty.
　　frank: i will be very patient on teaching u and guide u thru things..so u will be fast to get ready.
　　lin: now i know why many girls love experienced man. not only u r successful, rich and smart, but also patient and inspiring.
　　frank: u r very smart my princess. i can see u pick up things quickly and ur thought is not typical chinese.

　　lin: thank u for this compliment. hahaha.
　　frank: dear, do not let anything hold u up, be happy can make u forever young.
　　lin: i am happy after i met you, honestly.
　　frank: i am proud to hear that. you know many chinese managers just abuse their power to take the advantage of pretty girls and don’t respect their employees.
　　lin: how about you? is it man’s nature?
　　frank: deep of my heart i want to be nice. but for you i just cannot control, sorry if i made you in trouble.

　　frank: once u gain more experience, u will know how to survive and become much stronger woman not only in your personality, but most importantly, u will mixed those strength with ur skills and become a more successful woman at home, you could handle your life by gaining leadership skills. and at that time, u will really enjoy yourself and your life and fly high

　　frank: the sky is your only limit.
　　lin: frank, i really appreciate your kindness, u always cheer me up. but let me think about that, i want to be with you 8 hours a day, i want to see you every moment and i dream of travelling with u even business trip must be amazing. but if i attach and addict to you, that would harm my marriage.